Saturday, April 19, 2003 ok. i did not mean by my prev entry that i wanna intrude in my friend's private life. i just mean that the things that they do to me makes me feel that i am a level lower below then everyone (even the person i consider the worst friend!!!). it just makes me think twice when people tell me "hey! you are my good friend" but what does this actuallie mean? yeah. we can be good friends by just hanging out and having fun. that is good friends. yarhs. and they listen to my problems. for what? to sympathise with me and all that shit. i rather not. thank you. i can handle my own problems my own way. and the worst thing is everytime they have a prob, i ask them what is it.. they always always say nothing and continue to act like they have a prob which they totally cant solve!! like i can help in some way. and like hello. i am supposed to tell you my probs yet you obviously dont trust me with your probs. like i will blurt it out to the whole world like that. argh. what the hell does the term "friends" mean anws?
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